Langsung ke konten utama

Trust

Good Afternoon jungle's people
How is your life today?
was that great?
was there something better than yesterday?
Yeah, I hope you all guys in your great condition and I can see you smile from here :D

It's me, the owner of this Jungle
I'm Julian Nathanael, and I guess I'm 19 y.o
Now I'm in my way to pass the third semester in medical school
Umm yeah, it was an amazing journey as medical student
But, now I'm not gonna tell my medical life because it will make me insane (more insane)

Yap, now I'm gonna write my feeling
Urrm, I think it just the good ways to tell my feeling or what's goin on my heart inside


Okay
My mind scrolling from head to toe, finding what's happen to me
I feel just confuse or ya little bit worrying about something (I can't tell you for sure what do I mean whit something)
Yeah, I love my life like everyone do
But, you know what?
I just wondering about how is that person (someone I know)
Let named that one as brx
I dont wanna have a problem with anyone
but, i was felt that I made a mistake
Brx just too silent and seems like don't care 'bout whats happen

I means, just tell me if you don't like my way
or you don't like me
or you don't like the way I breath; the way I open my eyes, or the way I walk
Just tell me
I can't read someone's mind
I don't know what should I do
I don't know what must I do

But, You must know about that
the messages I sent to you
but, you don't even read it till now

what's happen with you brx?
Now, I'm gonna tell the world

I trust you
If it's such of a fucking mistake
I don't care
You know why?
If I trust somebody
Nothing can change the way I trust them
So, I do trust you
If you don't want me to trust you
You can't change my option
It was stucked on my mind

I just wanna trust you anyway

Komentar

Postingan populer dari blog ini

How to Conduct a Clinical Trial with Good Clinical Practice

Clinical trials are essential for developing new treatments and improving health outcomes for patients. However, conducting a clinical trial is not a simple task. It requires careful planning, execution, and reporting to ensure the quality and validity of the data and the safety and well-being of the participants. This is where Good Clinical Practice (GCP) comes in. GCP is an international ethical and scientific quality standard for designing, conducting, recording and reporting trials that involve the participation of human subjects 1 . GCP aims to provide a unified standard for the ICH regions (the European Union, Japan, the United States, Canada, Switzerland, Brazil, Australia and South Korea) to facilitate the mutual acceptance of clinical data by the regulatory authorities in these jurisdictions 2 . GCP is based on the principles of respect for human dignity, protection of human rights, and assurance of the welfare of the participants 2 . GCP also ensures that the data generated f

Surat titik-titik #2

Halo pembaca setia Topeng Malam's Blog, terimakasih atas kunjungan dan waktu nya untuk membaca postingan-postingan ku yang gag jelas hahaha... Jangan bosen-bosen komentar di blog ku, dan jangan sungkan-sungkan ngasih saran bahkan kritikan di setiap postingan. aku bakalan seneng kalo kalian bisa bantu aku bikin blog ini makin berkembang lagi. Thankyou Jadi ini ada surat, lanjutan dari surat yang pertama kemarin, yaitu surat titik-titik #1 . yang belum baca silahkan dibaca dulu. Nah surat kedua ini aku buat satu hari setelah surat pertama, yaitu tanggal 9/3/2016. Karena tepat setelah aku membuat surat pertama itu, aku menemukan banyak hal dan semua hal-hal yang ada di surat pertama itu nampak terbuka dan terjawab semua.. Soooo, silahkan dibaca bro sis... Hai B*****, B******* *e**** Masih kuingat betul tanggal 8/3/2016 kemarin aku menuliskan sebuah surat untukmu. Ya, sebuah surat yang kamu tidak akan pernah membacanya mungkin. Karena aku tidak berencana sama sekali untuk me

A silly note

You're the one who started reach me again after all the silence You don't know how I tried to mute any things related to you I was successfully working on that, although my mind was never failed to remember you Turns out, the first message you sent after a long-break, was mean nothing You wanted something from me, you get it, and that's all Well, I knew, but I just let it happened I was happy for that short time we spend together, a very short time~ Then I completely lost myself trying to understand what was just happened I want to erase all memories, to erase you from my life, completely, without any single trace But again, it would just be a waste of time The harder I try to forget you, the more I'll remember you So, tell me, what should I do? When all I want is you When all I want to do is reach you out When all I want to do is to be with you When all I want to do is seeing you But you don't want anything about me, at least from what I know so far I have told you