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Trust

Oleh
Good Afternoon jungle's people
How is your life today?
was that great?
was there something better than yesterday?
Yeah, I hope you all guys in your great condition and I can see you smile from here :D

It's me, the owner of this Jungle
I'm Julian Nathanael, and I guess I'm 19 y.o
Now I'm in my way to pass the third semester in medical school
Umm yeah, it was an amazing journey as medical student
But, now I'm not gonna tell my medical life because it will make me insane (more insane)

Yap, now I'm gonna write my feeling
Urrm, I think it just the good ways to tell my feeling or what's goin on my heart inside


Okay
My mind scrolling from head to toe, finding what's happen to me
I feel just confuse or ya little bit worrying about something (I can't tell you for sure what do I mean whit something)
Yeah, I love my life like everyone do
But, you know what?
I just wondering about how is that person (someone I know)
Let named that one as brx
I dont wanna have a problem with anyone
but, i was felt that I made a mistake
Brx just too silent and seems like don't care 'bout whats happen

I means, just tell me if you don't like my way
or you don't like me
or you don't like the way I breath; the way I open my eyes, or the way I walk
Just tell me
I can't read someone's mind
I don't know what should I do
I don't know what must I do

But, You must know about that
the messages I sent to you
but, you don't even read it till now

what's happen with you brx?
Now, I'm gonna tell the world

I trust you
If it's such of a fucking mistake
I don't care
You know why?
If I trust somebody
Nothing can change the way I trust them
So, I do trust you
If you don't want me to trust you
You can't change my option
It was stucked on my mind

I just wanna trust you anyway
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