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Dear someone-who-love-me

Thanks for telling me that you love me, it means a lot for me knowing someone love me that much. I'm sorry that I couldn't love you back for now. But please hold on, let me try harder and please don't leave.

Help me to figure it out. The way to love you properly and make us work together. Help me to be strong and fight for you. Help me to stay and try harder.

Hold me up when I feel like wanna give up on you. Shower me your kindness and pure love everyday when I feel like withered on yours. Keep telling me the truth, your love for me.

In the end of this. If you get tired of me and wanna give up, please stay and try again to convince me. Maybe this time, I'll finally be sure that I can love you back.

Thankyou~

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